muff

I love everything about pussy. Not just any pussy. I like mine a lot. I like those that keep some hair on them. I love to be next to a naked woman , caressing her soft pubic hair . First, just to feel it like a little cloud of goodness waiting for me. Then, as i notice a sigh or a slight tremor, I like to follow her sensation with my hand.
Everything about a sensual woman is like a bit of paradise to me. Women's pussys can be downright moving.
have you ever just looked closely?
muffs look so vulnerable.
if I get my face really close I can inhale that sweet scent, unique to each female form. I get a little high when that happens. It's hard to control my ardor. I want to lap it all up like a thirsty dog as soon as i see the promise of nectar.
yet, i manage to pause, to be in the moment.
mmm feeling the softness, waiting for the legs to invite me by spreading. Seeing the initial glistening wetness, knowing how the anticipation is building, feeling the heat that begins to emanate from that mysterious venerable place.
When i am near a pussy that calls to me, i love myself more. I know that sounds weird and is practically taboo talk in lesbian world... yet, i cannot help but wonder if half of what makes sex with same sex so hot is that I know exactly how she feels depending on the pitch of her moan.

where was I???
pussy glistening... right !
I let it wait until it pumps out copious juice and her body is writhing or wriggling ... the pussy tries to shove itself onto whatever i have to offer for stimulation. that is when i approach my tongue ever so slyly merely tasting while exploring every inch as I wrote in Cunnilingus 101.

I love to watch pussys contract when they are asking for penetration.
The longer I wait, the more furiously it expands and contracts.
The more open it looks. I cannot help my amazement at the simultaneous strength and vulnerability that is Pussy.
Pussy as emblem of Woman.
that moment of uncontrolled desire makes me so .... hot and simultaneously empowered.
Then comes the moment when i deign to go inside to find a warm wet inviting place that sucks me in , grows wide with desire and orgasmic preparation...
Every woman is different in how she receives.
every Pussy has its own welcome pattern.
some are shy , some are generous. All are a place of wonder.
i like the looking at the ones where the lips are very easy to play with and tug.
I like a clit I can lick with ease rather than hunt. I like noticing each ethnic particularity. Pussy is communion. ( eat of my flesh, I believe was said)
I appreciate the gift of each one that has been generously offered to me.

for madeline

He is kissing me until my chest heaves.....he's sucking breasts...
i let out a litany of I love thewayyousuck my breasts,
my brain thinks there should be a medal for that...
damn he is some kinda expert... I wish he'd blog it.

I've been on the planet a while, no one can beat him at takin care of my soft generous breasts. My hips had been asking for it.
my sounds started getting loud.
"I 've been wanting and waiting for days"... I said.

mmm he licks my stomach with breast kneading ....mmmm all the right stuff

a first belly button lick after trainning.....
FUCKING DIVINE!! i think i could come that way , given time...
the pussy licking commenced.
First the lips, then the sides near the clit... then flat toungue.

Holy jesus , i am gonna get it good tonight!
He is putting all the good moves together.
"I love it when you take control of me"

He treads on with singleness of purpose. He now knows that what i need is not harder and faster but rather slower.

i want the grand tour of my body, where the anticipation builds so that i can come like an animal.
Sudenly, i am screaming while panting.
not one or two, but a series...

i don't know what i am.
i am not sure if i am cuming but god that feels goooooood.
prehistoric days are on my mind. caves and fucks with grunts...
Hell yeah he is THE MAN!
his sweet face behind my pussy is giving it to me so good that i start traveling.
This time, i travel commitedly: all i am is primal screams , wetness and writhing.

i thought of possible injury as i whiped my head back so hard and repeatedly.
pleasure wins. my next thought: "never mind, get it good, my little valliant soldier."

words came from me...i have no idea what language or form...
this is the best lickin i have ever had in my life!
then a clear thought emerged
I want to make love
make good love
make it right, long close.
i wanna take him in me
i want to give what i have been getting.
"i want to make love to you , " said I decidedly.

mmmerrfffffket

UUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAA i came again.
must have been those vibrations.
after a litle wave, i asked what did u say ?
ffffooommmmmwwwwwwwwiiiit
OOOOOOOOOOOO aaaa aaaaaa aaaaa
i came again
dammit my pussy is rockin! i can't have a conversation.
i paused determined to cut off sensation for a moment
"what? " i asked with control.
"lets do it." he replied

Served up fresh

"can you take our picture?" I asked the waitress.
sure are you on vacation? She retorted.

Why must people have a reason to be affectionate in public , i wondered. What an odd notion! You can only kiss if on your honeymoon, or on vacation... How sad for them.

the sexiest thing about dinner was when it came time to leave the restaurant.
Darren said " give me a minute, i have an erection."
-So soon?"
"just being near u makes me horny", he answered.

we walked hand in hand sitting by the water soaking up the moon and stars while he bathed me in compliments which definitely increased my pulse rate.

I adore spending time with him, he is smart , sensitive, astute about the world and attentive to me.

on the drive home, each red light was occasion to grab tits or pussy.

A boy must have what a boy wants when he is driven by the force of a dick that has not come all day.

I understand this.

yet, my delicate female sensitivities need a little more in the way of creating desire. At least,i did for this night. I had not come in days. I wanted and expected a long slow night filled with enough orgasms to make me forget my name.

so i explained:" honey, we have all night."

-"I am trying, it's just really hard.", he answered enthusiastically.

-"ok, but i really want you to control my desire, "i smiled.
..."i want you to have me thinking "thank god " when you touch my breast...
not' What the fuck ? He just grabbed my boob!"
he nodded knowingly.

this , ladies, is where my patience mixed in with his talent at learning have paid off BIG!

he continued driving keeping his hands in PG places and predictably, i wanted more. However, he does not further investigate. He continued his innocent "discovery tour"

until he made me ask " Will you take me home?"

"yes"He answered without pause.

mmmm , now he was speaking my language.


I lead him to the bedroom as soon as we entered home. For his reward, and to make him feel my desire, I decided to undress him.
langourously, caressingly, I slid his clothes off his body.
his cock stood at attention the entire time.
I reached in his boxers. Took what I wanted and stroked the part he says is mine, for now.

Since now is all we have, that's good enough for me.

I took my own clothes off in order to retain control.

I know the man.

when he is horny he is like a jet plane on a mission to my pussy. The only way to make it a bus tour is to get him off.

so, while he tried to suck my breast, i knelt to suck his cock.
the mirror was our witness. He asked for his glasses to have a better view.

I love that he is unashamed of his turn ons, this inspires no end of mischief in me.

I kept to the sucking , slow steady as he likes.
a firm grip for cheating because the boy is bigger than my mouth.

he laid down. I switched it up, jerking his hot cock while I began to rim his sweet ass.

The entire time he encouraged me with:

"I love it when you lick my ass, mmm that's so good.
I love your hand so soft on my cock"...
until i drowned in a sea of hot talk.

He can get me started with a few carefully chosen sentences. he knows it.

he said " can you feel my come rising? I love to see your beautiful tits."

-" I love to watch you come and shoot on me, on these nice jiggly tits that are all for you", i encouraged.

joining my words to deed, I began to purposefully jerk it, while jiggling my breast with my wrist. He watched, hungry.
finding new ways to excite and please him makes me hot.

he laid back:
"there it is!"he calmly stated; white milky hot come served up fresh for me. mmmmm

he smiled with glee, sat up to hold me close.

I love that he is unashamed of his emotions.

The stance

Can't sleep, body buzzes. That sexy man next to me, too tired to move. If I didn't love him , I'd rape him. Want his cock in my mouth NOW!
3 Am , still cant sleep. Loud sighs, pussy buzzing ONE QUESTION " If I masturbate will the bed shake too much to let him sleep? "
I know the answer. DAMMIT
4:15 his alarm rings. Finally! I can get a fast caress on my body. lord knows it's past time!
-"put your hand on my pussy please," i whispered.
he lay there contemplating.
I enjoined his hand to show that i meant business.
he complied.
gotta love a man who complies.
I came in about 2 minutes. that only made me want more.
" I crave to taste your sweet pussy " he said.
mmm
I wanted some cock.
I wanted to feel his hot cum burst onto my heart between my breasts.
he was willing.
so LOUDLY we agreed this was hot!
switching midstream to masturbate ourselves while watching the other.
HOT MAN STANDING over me jerking in my direction is etched in my brain forever.
HUH.
he was ... emm late to work.
mmmm hot sex makes a good V day celebration.

v day this day

I warned Darren there'd be no further blogging until he gave me one measley comment. boy that was a surprise! I expected something fully salacious. got something entirely different. you gotta love a man who always surprises.

In the aftermath of your condo flooding.

Dearest sweet D ,

Well my love, we have had our first valentine’s day. funny, I never thought we’d share any romantic moments from the way we started out!
I could never have guessed when I went to meet you for the first time that I would find in you a wonderful pleasant companion full of stimulating ideas, and fun.
I confess that on that very first date I was already very impressed by who you seemed to be as a human being.
One of the things I deeply treasure is our devotion to principles of spirit rooted in christianity. I love that we can pray together and seek god directed answers alone and together. I so enjoyed our long talk in the sunshine about what we think of God and the afterlife.

It is so amazing to me that as time goes by , I only feel closer and more respectful of you. I grow in greater awe of the man you are and all of your things that make you you.

your presence in my life has been a fantastic blessing for which there are really no superlatives eloquent enough to fully measure.

In a time when things would by outter appearances seem bleakest, you have illumined my life with the power of love. We have had our struggles, for sure. Sometimes the love seemed a little faded by what I imagine to be the places in our hearts that were hanging on to fear.

I am proud whenever I am with you to know that you are the one beside me. I know you are my protector and my loving friend-partner.
I can’t imagine wanting anything different. I want alot more of the same
more time with you , to play, laugh , learn things, discover new things, to kiss and caress, to talk and to be ...

I love you.
you are now etched in my heart and where ever I go, you are with and in me.


Happy valentine’s day and 7 and a half months of being together!

Love always,

Blessings

Every now and again, particularly when times seem tough i like to count my blessings.
so if you don't want to learn how this magical trick works. You should stop reading right now.

Today thanks to having a chronic pain illness , I got to spend time with an amazing doctor who spoke to me about lakota traditions as a way to think of healing.

So my first blessing is the great luck of finding a wonderful doc who avoids prescribing drugs, if i am open to that.

my second blessing is that i inherited amazing genes from my 93 year old dad who is alive 6 months after they told him he'd die. This is a guy who still gets laid, ( often more regularly than I... He says "god gave me a good chemical plant, I don't want to mess it up with drugs"

last year , I was told my cholesterol was high. I refused to take drugs. I did not change my eating habits significantly. I did visualize my arteries being free of plaque and my blood pumping through my veins unfettered.

and this year, the numbers say I am well. yeay! Ok I have not invented the wheel, but when times are tough.. it helps to think of all the things that are good.

when people are throwing tomatoes, make lemonade!
I have a man in my life who calls me " the woman he loves" matter-of-factly. He is a loving presence, always. If we have a point of discomfort we take turns speaking our perspectives and lovingly find solutions together... He is a good lover with a few surprises up his sleeve. He is a generous and kind spirit.

Whenever i think of how his presence that is awesomely respectful, I marvel. ( even when he orders me to suck his cock!)

its been a while since I took orders... hmmm

back on track though
I am also lucky that i have a roof over my head that offers me a yard where i try to make things grow... Some grow great some don't.

I seem to do best with things that are half dead when i get them.

lastly, i have an opportunity to do service in several arenas. Someone has asked for life coaching. I am excited to provide it.
also, the organization i volunteer with is in need of more assistance. So, for fun , I help people who are incarcerated or illegally detained create legal cases they can use to fight for civil rights.

the down side is that I have to process horrendous horror stories of how people get killed by the system out of meanness, insecurity, and laziness.

the up side is that they sometimes make multiple millions which hopefully starves the abusive beast.

my life is full of love and blessings.

I have had a chance to find out who my true friends are... That is also a reward.
It is important to learn how to channel my energy in things and people who are positive and receptive so that we can make the light grow. Love is the only power and truth . Nothing else is worth putting energy into.

my doc told me a good story. He put his hands out and said :"see this space?"
-"uh huh"
-"I want you to direct all you attention to it right now."
-"ok"
-"tell me what you see"
_"nothing, or carpet."

he said :"right, this nothingness is peace. you can come to it anytime 24/7"

I clapped.

awesome doc!

I did have some pretty hot sex last night, too. might as well call it blessing.

thank you world for all the blessings heaped on me. We only can reap what we sow. I am so blessed and lucky. I am alive. I am OK.

Toy play to the death

On the way home from church, we decided to stop at the toy store.

the same sexy lesbian was on duty again.

Darren and I were hunting an ass toy that vibrated for him.

every so often we would stop to discuss what we'd do with this or that, then make out, then continue shopping. We decided to get him a rotating pearl vibe.

We figured i could try it too. He was kind enough to also buy my first butt plug.

the store clerk started walking me back to the vibrator aisle where she instructed me which vibrator i might like and how to apply it to my clit...

Next time we gotta take her home!

as soon as we got home, i found him half clothed on my bed.

he was eager to get some ass play , and oh my Gd that's HOT!

in no time his legs were up. I lubed his ass,encouraging him to do himself.

meanwhile the sight of the penetration was irresistible. I had to swallow his cock.
he threw his head back and moaned.

as i sucked hard and steady , his eyes rolled back. I wished i was the cock in his ass.

"there it is": white sticky, yummy come shooting on my breasts, as he likes. His eyes widened, then he let his body go limp.

it looked like so much fun , I wanted a go at it.

he teased me, touching my pushes outer lips softly. I was dripping wetness , he acted as though he didn't notice.
I felt the need to advertise:
" can you feel how hot I am ?"

uhhuh

can you see wetness in my pussy ?

-"uhhuh" he replied as he maintained his slow approach

-"is it glistening"? i tried to rush him.

-"uhhuh" he resisted

as he continued slowly stroking the outer lips and touching my nipples in his wicked way that makes me want to cum.

later still he asked " do you want me to lick you?"

-"oh yes, please." ( he likes the use of the word please, this is no time to mess up my lines)

he started flicking his tongue softly against my clit.

then looked over toward the toy.

I grabbed every toy and accessory laid out on the bed.
pearl rotating vibrator
ass plug
lube
condom
and digital camera

I set them next to him
he grabbed the pearl toy.
i rolled the condom on

lubing it was a group effort.

he began inserting it... then turned it on

oooo, i shuddered

"are u all right?", he asked
mmmmm yes

in no time i was coming and the motor sounds would slow like a warped cassette tape.

i said i think my pussy is slowing it down.

mmm hmmm
he replied

we laughed and i came laughing
damn that was hot. maddie the laughing comer came to mind.
as i laughed it seemed to jam the ass plug up farther.

ahh hah uhn ha uhn

I came and came and came for forty minutes without ceasing.

the toy buzzed , then slowed then buzzed then slowed
until...

there was a slowing followed by a click

I killed the toy
kegel muscles
sex toys
sexblogs
sexblogs
safe sex

The Dom shows

"can i come over?", i asked

-"i'm pretty drunk , but yeah, let yourself in when u get here, honey".

i found him in his boxers, sprawled out on the floor with his humonguous hard on.

i said :"horny?"

he nodded with sparkling eyes.

"you're not tired?", i continued

"not when you're here, "he replied.

I grabed his hand and enjoined :
-"come'on horny boy, I'm getting naked.... but i am not horny"

-"i'm not up for anything, anyhow" he replied as he eagerly followed.

as soon as we laid down, he started with the words.

" i'm so lucky to lay down next to such a beautiful woman... with a sweet pussy...it makes me so hot... Do you feel how hard I am ? How hot i am ?... that's for you... when you're ready"

I was getting wet, but i pretend he had no effect on me.

he reached for my breasts, whispering " your breasts are so beautiful"

i moaned.

"...i love to lick your sweet pussy ...and drink every drop of your juice...

and watch you shake and moan when you come... " he continued.

i chimed in : -" i love it when you talk to me...mmmm..."

-" i love to talk to you and to feel you shiver... get hot and wet... i am gonna talk to you about all the things I want to do to you... to your body and how i feel ...and about our future..... as sexual beings......
I wanna be your toy...your sex toy... entirely at your disposal ...to do with as you please. "

I was writhing and moaning , with my eyes half closed, and goosebumps on me.
he went and done it now! gave me the green light wink to be in control of the action. i am up or that!

" i want you to suck my breast", i commanded

he began licking and sucking my left breast as he handled my right one.

mmm he is so good i can almost cum on contact.

I held back.


he stopped to say " I want to take my time with you "

"YES !...lick my stomach!" i commanded, as i shoved his head toward my belly button

"that's right! "...
"do it good !Just like I taught you "..."That's good"

I grabbed his head roughly ,to move it again .

he tried to lick my other breast.

I shoved his head out of the way with my arm. I wanted him to tease me better
i was starting to get very excited, with every shoving of his head, my body tingled more intensely.
I never so fully enjoyed dominating, I was on fire hot and he was not complaining.
damn that was hot.

I kept control. I didn't want to hurt him, only to give the illusion of intransigence.

he teased me expertly ... i was so turned on that my entire body was tingling and buzzing.

the roughness he was taking made me want to give him more.

i grabbed his head with both hands firmly above his ears, i forced it to my hot pussy and shouted sternly
"LICK IT!"..."NOW !"..." DO IT... RIGHT NOW!...mmm Yes that's right, lick that wet pussy like you want every drop, drink it all, i saved it for you "

mmmmmm

he moaned louder than ever.
it made me hotter.

"that's right, you like it don't you!"

-"mmmmm",he moaned
that made me very close to cumming
"SAY IT AGAIN !, I barked
DO IT !
-"I muufff larffve to eat yourfff pussy."

-"mmmm that's right, don't stop....get it baby...get that pussy... you are gonna make me come so hard..."
aaaaaah ... I screamed ,flailed and came knowing he had control all along, through his submission.

what a good boy.
*sigh*